Grades are in!

Yet another term down and a year and a half to go!! So.....here are my grades for this term:

Human Resources Training: A
Change Management: B+
Gender Communications: A
Earth Science: A-

Wahoooo I am so impressed with myself I swear, A little upset with the Change Management class because I should have gotten an A but I had a tard for a teacher who didnt explain stuff very well I am sure that no one in that class got an A. So yeah I get 3 weeks off for christmas and I couldn't be happier school is so old I swear but only a year and a half to go. So in January my classes are going to be a lot harder im pretty sure I have...auditing, statistics, human resources:compensation and public speaking....which I am not sure how that is going to go because it is online??? So we will see....sooooo Happy Holidays to everyone love you!!!

Madysenn's 1st Bday!

So I went down to Mesa to see my sister and for my nieces birthday! My step mom and step sister came up from Utah. Mady turned 1 on Oct 30th and then halloween was the 31st so we got be there for both of those things! Mady is so adorable she is walking and just a beautiful princess. And oh my princess Jordynn oh how I love her! and she for sure loves her Auntie! It kills me to be away from her....I cant wait until Mady gets a little older so we can have a bond like Jordynn and I do. So anyways here is Mady at her party just a walkin away! she is so adorable!!! and tiny and small!! She dove right into her cake she loved it!!! it was everywhere by the time she was done!!! Here is the final result out of the highchair...she went right to the bath!!! So then Halloween came and Jordynn was tinkerbell!!! adorable!! and Mady was a sheep ...Nicole dressed up as little red riding hood! it was so much fun! I have a ton of pics from the weekend but it would probably take me hours to post them so I will just post the basics!!!! I love these girls!!!

Disneyland!

So me and Brian went to Disneyland with his family in October. It was so much fun!!! Here is a pic of me and brian at the entrance and then a pic of minnie and mickey at the parade. We went on a lot of kids rides because we were with his cousins and their kids but it was still fun to pretend we were kids for the day...well atleast I did! lol brian didnt! Here is the princess castle where I belong! lol jk ok fine im not kidding! We only spent the day there we got there when they opened and then left about 7pm because we still had to drive back to Havasu but it was fine because I was exhausted!!! lol This picture was taken on our way up to Disneyland I didnt get the whole thing but it was still cute that they did that for Halloween! Ok so that is all I have lots more pics but they arent going up cuz its too time consuming lol!!! :)

Update!!

So it has been so long since I have updated so I am going to give you the readers digest version of what has been happening over the past month and change. I have been so busy this whole getting off work at 5pm is kind of hard because I get home make dinner and then relax for a minute and then it seems like it is time for bed and I start it all over again....BUT....I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE who would have known that you could be happy at a job and actually want to wake up and want to go to work in the mornings and coming home from work and being in a good mood!! I am in my last week of school right now and then I get 3 weeks off!! im so excited school is getting old!!! One of my best friends asked me to be a bridesmaid in her wedding! I was shocked because we have only been friends since March but I feel like we have known each other our whole lifes but we are always together and yeah she asked me so that is going to be a blast she is getting married February 28, 2009. Yay! So ummm yeah me and Brian went to Disneyland with his family that was super fun because I havent been there in forever and it was nice to be there. My niece Madysenn turned 1 on the 30th of October. That was such a great day. I got to see my step mom and step sister I loved it! It made me miss them more than I already do. Ok so yeah there is an update now I am going to post pics of Disneyland and Mady's bday!!! Talk to you soon!

New Chapter!

Ok so I can finally write about this!!! Im so excited but I didn't want to jinx myself by talking about it too much! So I got a new JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For those of you who know me well know what I have been going through at my current job! I hate it here and I basically hate almost everyone I work with and that is just not something that should be happening at work I mean I am sure that there are always going to be people that you dont like at work but I hate them! So I first applied for a job with the city here in Lake Havasu for a Court Clerk position. Well I submitted my application and resume and got a call to come take a test because with the city you have to take a test and pass in order to get an interview....well I went and took the test and passed! I was scheduled for an interview two days later. I totally bombed the interview not even kidding! There were 2 judges and 4 other people there just writing things down about what I said or did they didnt say anything. Only one person was asking me questions. So when I walked out of that interview I wanted to cry because I knew I sucked big time! Well in the mean time of I applied at Allied Waste just as a back up. Well I got a letter in the mail about a week later saying that I didn't get the city job and then the next day I got a call from Allied Waste that they wanted me to come in for an interview. I was super excited again! So I told myself I wasnt going to suck at this interview and I went in and totally nailed it not it even kidding! Well they called me yesterday and wanted me to come in for a second interview...as I was sitting there talking to the lady I knew that I had the job because of the way she was talking. So she offered me the job!!!!!! I accepted and now have to turn in my two weeks. SCARY! I had to take a drug test yesterday as well! that is always fun! So I am waiting for my boss to come in so I can tell him about my two weeks and I am totally freaking out because I dont know how is going to react. I feel bad for everyone else in the company because he might have to bring satan back in and that will just be hell on earth for them but it isnt my problem anymore because I GOT A NEW JOB!!!!!!!!!! Ok sorry totally excited! Now hopefully I can go to work each day and be happy and not have to worry about all the stuff I do here. So YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY there you go! Oh what I am going to be doing....I am going to be in customer service about 30% of the time and accounts receivable 70% of the time so that will help me a lot in the career I have chosen to go to school for!!!

Grades...

Ok so another term down! Next month I will be half way done!!! That means in a year and a half I will have my bachelors degree and maybe I can get a good job and get the pay and respect I deserve. So here are my grades for this time around:

Introduction to Tax: B-
Advertising: A
Film & Literature: B+
Organizational Behavior: A

Not too bad I am so impressed with my tax grade because that crap is hella hard gosh there is so many things to remember I don't know if I will remember everything....well I know I wont but it was a good class. Yeah don't know why we take film and literature because really who cares about comparing and contrasting film and literature??? Not I!!! lol so now this is my week off and I start back up next week and those classes are Human Resource Management, Gender communications, Change management and Earth Science. Super excited for the HR class!!! not so excited about the others. But I think that is how it has been on everything. So I just wanted to give you a little grades post and I will post later about whats been going on here in my life.

OHIO TRIP!!

Ok I have been seriously lazy and not posted stuff lately about my trip and business! So I went to Ohio to see one of my bff's cara! So I left on the 6th of Aug and came back the 16th of Aug. So it was so nice to get away you dont even know! We had so much fun together I cant even tell you! We did all kinds of fun things like go to Cedar Point in Sandusky, OH it was super fun and scary at the same time because I dont really like rollercoasters...ok I like them but sometimes they just dont like me! I get motion sickness so I have to take it easy with them! but there were so many scary rides there you dont even know but we had so much fun just walking around being dorks and me and Quentin (caras husband) were scared on all the rides so we got made fun of!!! We went to a BBQ, bonfire thing and the people there were not fun people they wanted to play dumb card games and me and cara wanted to be silly so we left and had our own party...well in there backyard! lol lets see then we went to Canada which was super scary because we got pulled over into customs and that just was not my idea of a good time! But we got in finally and drove around...not what I thought..we went to windsor which is about an hour and a half from where Cara lives and it was kinda trashy but we went to the casino it was nice inside..we didnt win but there were these machines that look like ATM's and you put your american money in there and it gives you canadian money. So that was pretty neat! Then we were leaving Canada we got stopped again super scary! I forgot all the drugs we had! geez! lol jk we didnt have drugs duh! Then we did all kinds of other things! we went canoeing one of the days worst trip EVER!!! it sucked the water was too low, I dont know how to paddle and yeah it sucked big time! Ok thats all about the trip for now!

The Girls!

So this past weekend I had my two nieces Jordynn who is 2 years old she will be 3 in December. She is so smart it trips me out!!Madysenn who is 9 months she will be 1 in October! crazy! Mady is crawling. It is so cute because she does like this army crawl it is a trip! They spent the weekend with me so Josh and Nicole could pretend they were on vacation! So friday night they went to bed about 10pm and then I set my alarm for 1am just to check on them because I was a little paranoid that I wasnt going to hear them if they woke up. So I went and checked on them they were both fast asleep so I covered them up..2am rolls around and Mady started screaming! I ran in there and got her before she woke Jordynn up but that didn't work out so they were both crying for like 25 minutes!! They finally calmed down and an hour and a half later they went to sleep. So I tried to go back to sleep..didnt work to well so they woke up at 8am. We went swimming at Cathy's house and just played around. Saturday night they went to bed about 8:15pm and I went to bed at 8:30 cuz I was exhausted! I set my alarm for 2 this time and they were both asleep and then Jordynn comes in my bedroom at 3am saying Auntie...so I pulled her into bed with me and I couldnt sleep because I was afraid she was going to roll of the bed or something and she kept pushing me off the bed so whatever then Mady woke up at 6am. Oh how glorious. So then we went to breakfast with Toni and then went back to my house and kicked it until we met Nicole and Josh at WalMart. I tell ya I don't know how people have kids!! I was exhausted!!! It was still fun to have them I love them so much and miss them SOOOOOOOOOOOO much. It kills me that they dont live here anymore. Atleast they are only 3 hours away but still it is so hard to get down there and then spend the money on hotels and stuff just sucks sometimes. But they are my life I dont know what I would do without them it makes my day when Nicole has Jordynn call me and she is like "Hi Auntie" it automatically brightens up my day. And I miss Nicole so much! We have always been so close and to not be in the same town kills me sometimes and I just want to pack up all my stuff and peace out to where they are! But then I know that I have to live my own life as does she but what can you do! But with the girls here that was some nice birth control! not that I am sure about havings kids in the first place but yup dont know about that I thought i was gonna go crazy!!! heheheheee so my next adventure is to go to Ohio to see my BFF Cara I leave tomorrow so I will tell you about that as it happens! Here are a few more pictures of my princesses!!!

6th Term Grades

Alright so yayyy another term down! a million more to go swear! but what can you do!? Here are my grades for this term:

Cost Accounting 2: B
Marketing Functions: A
Humanities: B+
Human Relations: A

Yayy ok so I am still not being a cost accountant no way! way too hard! and pointless to me! So yeah hated that class the marketing functions class was alright but I am getting sick of marketing and management classes. Humanities...what a pointless class! I don't know why I had to take it, actually I don't know why anyone would want to take it or would have to I am not sure the purpose of the class and basically didn't learn anything all we did was read Jane Austen's Persuasion...which by the way was a stupid book! But anyway...I liked the Human Relations class...no it isn't a sex class! lol Its relating with humans and how to take to people and whatever so it is a good class for me since I am the office manager at my job it helps me talk to these idiots that work for me! So now I am on my one week off which sucks I wish I had more time off but whatever! So the classes for this coming term is Introduction to Tax, Advertising, Film and Literature and Organizational Behavior...not too sure about this go around but am super excited for the tax class should be interesting! So yayyyyyy

New Puppy!

Ok so on saturday I went to Petsmart with one of my friends cuz she was going to get her dogs groomed. We dropped them off and ran some errands and came back and the humane society was there and I guess every other weekend they bring puppies to petsmart to try and get them adopted. Well there was this cute puppy this girl was holding so we went over there and were saying how cute she was and stuff and we asked her name and the girl was all she doesnt have one she is here to be adopted! I was like no way! so we all held her and she was so stinken cute! I put her down and she totally was trying to bite my pants and was just really playful! So whatever she was too cute to leave there so I adopted her!!! So welcome Mylee Ralston!!! She is 8 weeks old and they say she is a mix not sure but I think she for sure has beagal in her! So it begins the whole potty training idea which sucks big time swear!!! but she is so cute! lol so yeah there is my new princess

Update

Alright well I haven't wrote about things in a while so here are some things that are happening right now. I am in my 5th week of school right now and it is going alright I don't really like the classes well I like the Human Relations class but that is it. My teacher in my Cost Accounting 2 class doesn't even help me. I leave assignments blank because we have like 5 at a time and ask for help and I just get a 100% on the assingment so I don't know what the deal is with that maybe if you try than you get 100% like when you were way young! shoo if that is how it is for everything I would be a perfect student! lol I am still struggling with work and most days I hate it because of one person even though this person isn't in the office this person is still here it is driving me crazy!!! This person cant even be grown up enough to talk to me this person has to go through other people just to ask me something and it is getting SO OLD! because this person is like twice my age and is acting like a freakin child I HATE IT AND IT IS PISSING ME OFF!!!!!!! So I still miss my nieces like no other and it is so sad to see them growing up over the phone. Mady is crawling and Jordynn is going potty in the toilet so that is awesome! I miss them so much and I hate being away from them and Nicole too because when crap keeps happening I am not able to protect her..even though she has a husband to do that I am still her big sister!! So it pisses me off but there is nothing I can do about it! So life goes on. I made a new friend well really she isn't a new friend I have known her for a while because her man works with me but we have been hanging out a lot lately and I love her to death! she is so funny and a great friend! I miss my papa and Jeri so much I wish there was 3 of me because then one of me could live in utah with papa and then 1 could be here and the other me could be in Mesa with Nicole and the girls that would just solve all my preblems! but you cant have your cake and eat it too! So it is getting HELLA hot here yesterday it was 115 and this weekend it is supposed to be in the 120's grrrrrrrrrr alright well I am gonna get back to work now I just wanted to say some things update you a little and yayyyy ok bye now!

Tube Float

Ok so this past weekend we went on the Parker Tube Float it was fun! there was almost 1000 people on the float but there were 10 people in our little group! We launched from where were we were supposed to at 9:30am and didn't get till our destination until 4pm so we were on the lake for practically forever! It was fun to just chill and stuff and yea there were a few things that I didnt like about it...see we get a lot of californians over here and they are normally trashy girls but havasu girls are trashy too for the most part and there were only two girls that I saw the whole time that had pasties on dumb whores! other than that the girls were in their swimsuits. I mean I could have had more fun if the bf would have payed more attention to me then the pasties but whatever! so yeah now I am burnt like no other even though i put on 50 spf that didnt help at all! and my lips are burnt and hurt so bad!!!! grrrrr why does the sun have to be out and so hot? lol jk ok so that is the tube float story! bye now!

Life Jackets

Ok so this weekend we are going on the Parker Tube Float which is something that you get a group of friends together and tie your tubes together and float down the river to a certain destination. So we are going and we have been planning it for like months and now it is on saturday and I am so excited! But I had my first experience trying to buy life jackets for me and brian and let me tell you...IT SUCKED! I haven't ever had a life jacket and maybe worn one like once or twice my whole life and so I didnt know how they were supposed to fit or look so whatever Brian wouldnt go with me so I went to Big 5 and bought two life jackets and took them home well they didnt fit and they were chocking me! plus they were short which I guess they arent supposed to be so whatever I went to Kmart next by this time I was a little frustrated because I still didnt know what I was supposed to get and brian wouldnt go with me...MEN! So I found a life jacket and tried it on in the store and im pretty sure i looked like a tard standing in the isle trying to put it on and it seemed to fit good and was longer than the first one so I found another one and tried that on too for him and so I bought those two and took them home for approval! lol so he tried his on and I tried mine on to show him and he said that they were good!!!! HOORAYYYY I FOUND LIFE JACKETS!!!!!!! it was so annoying because I felt like a tard not knowing what i needed! so there is my life jacket story!!!

Grades!

Ok so I just finished my first year of school and got my final grades for this term and although one isnt very good I am still super impressed with myself because the math class was SO HARD for me and I am just thankful to have passed! so i didnt have to take it again! So here are my grades:

Cost Accounting 1- B
Marketing Management- A-
College Algebra 2- C-
Psychology- A-

Yeah then my new classes start next week not too thrilled about those ones because it is Cost Accounting 2, Marketing Functions, Humanities and Human Relations...dont really know about these classes but I will get them done like always and then move onto the rest so yayy there are my grades!

3 DAYS

Ok so this past weekend (May 8th-May 11th) I met Tanya and Athina in Vegas! I hadn't seen Tanya in almost 4 years and havent seen Athina in atleast 2 years. So here is how the vacation went! I drove from Havasu to the airport cause both the girls were flying in and I got Tanya first it was so good to see her and her pregnant belly! and then we got Athina! YEAHHH just like old times! So then we went and checked into our hotel at the Circus Circus and that was magical! So we got our stuff in the room and we decided we were hungry so we went to eat..So we went to the circus circus buffet not as good as we wanted for the price we paid but whatever and then there was this guy there who would not stop complaining about EVERYTHING! we wanted to kill him but decided not to! lol jk so after that we decided we were gonna go walk the strip...not a good time! I mean it was fun and all but I was wearing flip flops but so was Athina but the walk didnt seem to bother her and Tanya was wearing high shoes and she is pregnant so that was not good times! we walked up the strip and then got a taxi back! lol it was funny!

Ok so day two we woke up and got breakfast and then off to shopping! this is where we got duped! so there were these guys selling straightners and ATHINA walked over there and me and Tanya were still going and then I noticed Athina was missing so I walked back to find her and she was watching the guys straighten someones hair so whatever they wanted to see it done so I got pushed up there to do it cause my hair was down so whatever the nasty man straightened my hair and then showed us that it curled it as well...it was really cool actually! but whatever so I was like I am not buying one of these they are prolly hella expensive! So they kept telling us it lasts for 3 days the curl last for 3 days you brush and brush and brush you twist around your finger and it stays for 3 days so that was the joke for the whole weekend! So whatever we ask how much it was and they said $260.00 I was like in your dreams! but whatever now TANYA was over there and started to talk price with them and she got them down to $150 for Tanya and Athina I still wasnt going to get one...then they were like what kind of deal will we get if she (me) buys one and he said $140.00 so whatever we bought them...all 3 of us Tanya the red, Athina the blue and me the pink! so whatever! Then Emily came up from St George and that was really cool I havent seen her in basically forever! So it was really good to see her! We told Emily about our purchase and showed her our straightners and she decided that she wanted one so stupid me looked on ebay oh yeah there they were for $30 bucks I was pissed! So after Emily got to our hotel we went and saw "What Happens in Vegas" it was a good movie it was exactly what I expected but I wanted it to be funnier but whatever! then after that we met Brooke and went to dinner at the cheesecake factory it was super yummy! So then yeah we dropped brooke off and then I think we went back to the hotel and went nigh night! Then the next morning we went and got breakfast and then I saw a nail place right there because everyone wanted to get pedicures ewww but whatever so Athina and Emily walked over to see how much they cost and they saw our next adventure! Little cars!!!!! Heheheh it was so much fun we drove up and down the strip! super fun! So yeah then we went and picked up our tickets for the phantom! yayyyy so yup then we went back to the hotel and said bye to emily and then we kicked it for a few and then got ready to go to the phantom! it was the coolest thing I have ever seen I LOVED it and the stage was AMAZING! The show was amazing the songs were amazing the whole show was amazing! I wanted to go out buy tickets for the next show and watch it again! So yeah after that we went back to the hotel and changed and then went out to dinner at outback that was yummy! so THEN the next day we woke up got breakfast and then played the kid games at circus circus lol it was super fun and we were like tards spending all our dumb money on these games! atleast we won stuffed animals! LOL so yeah then we drove up the strip and went to New York New York and walked around then it was time to say bye cause I had stupid homework to do so I dropped the girls off at the airport and I headed home! but it was a super fun weekend I love these girls! thanks girls for the fun times! love you!!!

WARNING!!!

Ok this is gonna be a bad one so if you get offended STOP READING NOW!!! lol ok its not too bad but here it goes....So if you cheated on your husband for all but 2 years of your 18 year marriage...are you entitled to ANYTHING???? no you arent or atleast you shouldnt be the only thing that you should be entitled to is a spot in HELL thats all you deserve. So if you were to get your EX husbands retirement a portion of it....do you think you deserve it? NO YOU DONT!!!!! You should get the money and either give it to your kids or give it back to him...the one who DESERVES it and WORKED for it!!! If you dont want to give it back to him then give it to your KIDS...the one you PUT THROUGH HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because we all know you dont deserve shit but to be 6 feet under with your fat stupid waste of air husband!!!!! Why would you call to ask if he is retiring WHY!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY would you be so stupid and so caniving that you conger (dont know how to spell that) up a lie to tell him so that you can find out if you are getting your stupid money that you dont deserve...I wish their was a law that could forbid this from happening...If you are a piece of crap wife and cheat on your husband for years than you are entitled to NOTHING not even a lick of money nothing just get out of our life!!!!!!!!! that would be payment enough! I want to be a law maker that would be bomb but I would be the only one who would make the laws and pass them no one else could have a say in the matter!!! I would give people what they deserve...DEATH! thats all she deserves and obviously I am VERY angry about this and want to hate her well I already do hate her and she knows she isnt my mother she is the woman who carried me in her womb to bring me to my dad thats all! she was never a mother to me just a piece of crap! I dont know im just so angry about this so that is all i am going to say for now!!!

Work

So when would be a good time for me to start looking for a new job? See at my current job which I have been at since I moved to AZ so almost 4 years I have been here and am very dedicated to this stupid job! I hate working here most days but it pays my bills and there is not much else to do in this stupid town so I stay and suffer it through. But anyways that was a little background...So things are not going very well in the construction industry right now and things are really slow so the owner is starting to get scared because if we arent working duh we arent getting money! So he is thinking about selling his shares to some of the people in the company but that basically means that he is giving up so when do I start looking for a new job? Actually this whole town is sucking totally! There arent very many jobs in this town at all so what I want is to move! I dont care where we move anywhere!!!! Actually I would love to move back to Utah but Brian wont so then I suggested that we move to Mesa because that is where Nicole and the girls are but he said no to that too...I asked him why he doesnt want to move and he said because he doesnt want to spend the money to move which I totally understand because it does cost a lot between the uhaul finding a new place and all the deposits it gets kinda pricey but I dont know what to do and when I need to start getting worried and start looking for a new job before it is too late....

So Hard and Sad :(

Ok so Nicole moved this past weekend to Mesa, AZ...Nicole is my sister all of you should know that who are reading this! but ok so they moved it was another sad day because of my nieces Jordynn and Madysenn. Jordynn is big now and she has a personality and talks and knows who I am so it was so sad to say bye to her...she was hugging me and I was like will you call auntie and she was like i call auntie...and then nicole told her to tell me it is gonna be ok and she did but it is so sad...and then mady she is just getting to the age where she is gonna start crawling soon and then walking and then talking...all things I am gonna miss out on again because I missed that stuff with Jordynn because they lived in utah at the time....I mean me and nicole have always been so close growing up so it was really hard to say bye to her we just hugged each other and cried. But I had a brilliant idea that I would leave before them...maybe than it wouldn't be as hard.....well it was hard!!!!!!!!! Me and nicole talk every single day and see each other all the time so it is going to be a huge change to not be able to just say come over or lets go to lunch instead we have to drive 3 and change hours to see each other. Jordynn and Mady are my whole life! I feel so sad without them, atleast I still have Brian but it isnt the same as princesses and sister....but hopefully this move will be good for them and they can get back on their feet get them a house and all that good stuff! so yeah thats all for now...

Here is Jordynn with her baby elmo....

Mady with her drums.....

School

Ok so I have been going to school now for almost a year....in May it will be a year so I am in my 5th term right now...oh what a joy! I am going to school full time and working full time! The only good thing is it is online so I can do it at my leisure...well this go around of classes I have Cost Accounting 1, Marketing Management, College Algebra 2 and Psychology. K I love love the psychology class it is so interesting! College algebra I hate it because no matter how hard I try I dont understand what they are saying swear! I even find examples of the problems in the book and I still get them wrong and I swear I follow all the steps but whatever! So I dont like the marketing class either I mean I dont know why I am taking it I dont want anything to do with marketing! but I know that even though my school is career oriented I still have to take some general classes but whatever...ok I have decided that I DO NOT want to be a cost accountant holy crap this stuff is so hard!!!!!!!!!!! I even read the book twice and still had no idea what I was doing or even what i was supposed to be doing! and lately I have been so lazy that I wait until the weekend to do my homework and it is due sunday night so that doesn't leave me much time to talk to the teacher so it is my own fault and the stupid classes fault for being so hard!!!!!! So I was up late doing homework so today at lovely work I have a migraine from hell!!!! so I am going to start getting my homework done earlier in the week and see if it helps!!! so yup thats all about school for now!

Liars

So here is my thought....why do people lie? I mean I know there are little stupid things that you lie about like no telling your boyfriend what money you spend of stupid stuff like that but why do people lie so bad that it tears people apart and makes the others freak out? What does lying accomplish??? NOTHING! All that happens is you keep lying cause you have to make up a lie and then make up other lies to cover that lie and it is like a never ending cycle. If people would just tell the truth every once and a while that might be nice but NOOOOOOOOOOOO they dont! They just keep lying and lying and I hate it and then I am in the middle of it and it makes me feel like crap!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr why are people stupid? im tellin ya if this world didnt have stupid people then it would be such a better place swear!!!! But no that wont happen either...I am so aggravated right now...and I dont even know how to spell that word but that is what I am!!!! So today sucked big time!!! but tomorrow BETTER be a better day or I am going home!!!!

First time

Ok I am new to this so I don't really know what I am supposed to do....so yeahhhhh i got a blogspot happy Athina! lol jk love you....ok now I am going to go play around on here and see what this is all about!